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listening to... destiny's child- brown eyes

did i get the song title rite? wasnt sure.. but i jus dl it anywae.. and the song is the same tune as SHE 'nian ren wei man'.. but it sound so weird to listen it in english.. haha

haiz.. dint really have the mood to study today.. was totally mentally drained after the paper in the afternoon.. hehee.. and the good news is, the paper was quite easy.. not tt difficult, and most of the questions tt i spotted came out.. so was quite heng today.. ^^ later in the evening, had dinner wif my sis.. and after tt, surfing and blogs reading.. so eng lo.. nothing better to do.. dun seem to be one who's havin exams right now.. :P

was quite surprised tt kl and his buddy came up and look for mi wif a cake.. bought from.. let mi see.. Bengawan solo!! lighted candles somemore.. dint expect all these actually.. thank you guys.. =) then after tt, when to readin room to study.. was expecting quite alot of pple stayin to pia for exams.. but it turn out the opposite.. not much pple.. and the room was relatively silent.. and was quite glad i tried and finished readin almost 1 lecture.. yay!!! shall go there late ad nite.. if there's still chance to.. had ba cho mee for supper.. quite sinful.. but im really hungry.. haizz.. shall force myself to go swim after the exams.. missed swimming though.. haiz hiaz

hahaa.. qute sian now.. but i dun feel sleepy although its already 337AM!!! maybe its the food..
haiz, feel like puttin a tag board here.. cos feelin like nobody's readin my blog!!! ad least wif a tag board, there's some form of communication.. but wonder how to add one to my blog.. shall go n reky later.. nwae, was browsin thru wt's blog.. and chance upon a personality test..guess the results are the same for everyone lo.. but some of the things are really true.. hehe.. while others are not.. wonderin if these tests were ever tested for its reliability and validity.. okokies.. shall not flaunt my stuff here..

did some reflections these few daes.. cos was always studyin.. den too bored le.. so spend the time reflecting my life, plannin wat i wan in the future.. and bext of all.. daydream.. haha
realise tt im quite an extrovert online and an introvert offline.. i wonder y this is so.. maybe cos i fear to see the -ve facial expression on their face if i said or did sth wrong?? im not sure of tt oso.. maybe cos if im not close to the person, i dun tok much.. but if im veri close to the person, i can tok, crap and wat hav u.. haha.. yeah.. i think tt's mi..
recently my fren posted mi this qn during lesson.. (yeah.. during lesson.. he got nothing better to do lo.. dan to matchmake mi to some of his frens..) he asked if i longed for a bf?? haha.. apparently, i jus smiled and ignore him la.. cos deep down inside, i dun really noe the ans.. yesh.. i do admit tt i sometimes longed for someone;s to be there specially for mi.. to listen to me tok, crap.. and to joke.. to cheer mi up when im down..and be there to console mi, and lend a shoulder for mi to cry on.. to lean on.. haizz.. but too bad.. there's none.. maybe cos i dunno how to grab hold of opportunities.. and make the wrong decisions ad times.. takin the wrong directions..and when i regret, its too late.. :'( or maybe cos i got a too high expectations?? i jus wish for some nice person who will love mi as im, to be there when i nid him to.. and hav no problem communicating.. is this so difficult?? maybe fate have yet arrive ba.. haizz..

shant go on wif tt.. shall stop broodin over it.. shall go n zzz le.. its so late already.. 457AM.. goodnites.. tml im gg home.. yay.. home sweet home~