trapped..
listening to... life is a rollercoaster- ronan keating
now i believe that life can change overnight, and the fact tt miracles do happen..
was in a really bad shape early this week.. really hit rock bottom this time.. it's nothing glamourous to be pointed finger at things that is not all your fault.. and to be blamed on things u nv do.. i was speechless and too shocked to react to such drastic change of events, hopin to find encouragement and help in those that promised to help.. but yet dint get through any of the numbers provided.. i felt helpless.. lost.. and yet i have to put on a strong front infront of everyone there..
the seriousness of this event onli sink in the later part of the dae.. for mi to realise tt my future was in the state of being jeopardized.. i was horrified.. scared.. but there's nothing i cld help to change the situation for watever i sae wld not be taken seriously.. i felt like cryin out loud.. but instead laff it off wif all my stupid lame jokes.. mayb im jus tryin to self console myself then..
havin asked to wait for further instructions is jus like askin mi to wait in the dock, waitin for the death sentence to be announced.. felt as if the whole world is gg to collaspe on mi soon.. and makes mi wonder y do i have to be treated in such wae.. the onli consolation tt i found during this darkest period of my life is the encouragements and trust from my loved ones.. whom push me to pesevere and not lose any hope to fight on..
but im glad that this is finally over.. i could onli count myself lucky this time.. and shall take this as a valuable lesson learnt.. to those who are there to support mi during this period, my heartfelt gratitude and a big thank you.. from the bottom of my heart..
i shant say anything more on this.. jus wanna move on.. thinkin back cld onli bring tears to my eyes.. and tt's the last ting i wan.. so i have to move on, life goes on.. and a word of advice to everyone.. exercise caution in the things u do..
now i believe that life can change overnight, and the fact tt miracles do happen..
was in a really bad shape early this week.. really hit rock bottom this time.. it's nothing glamourous to be pointed finger at things that is not all your fault.. and to be blamed on things u nv do.. i was speechless and too shocked to react to such drastic change of events, hopin to find encouragement and help in those that promised to help.. but yet dint get through any of the numbers provided.. i felt helpless.. lost.. and yet i have to put on a strong front infront of everyone there..
the seriousness of this event onli sink in the later part of the dae.. for mi to realise tt my future was in the state of being jeopardized.. i was horrified.. scared.. but there's nothing i cld help to change the situation for watever i sae wld not be taken seriously.. i felt like cryin out loud.. but instead laff it off wif all my stupid lame jokes.. mayb im jus tryin to self console myself then..
havin asked to wait for further instructions is jus like askin mi to wait in the dock, waitin for the death sentence to be announced.. felt as if the whole world is gg to collaspe on mi soon.. and makes mi wonder y do i have to be treated in such wae.. the onli consolation tt i found during this darkest period of my life is the encouragements and trust from my loved ones.. whom push me to pesevere and not lose any hope to fight on..
but im glad that this is finally over.. i could onli count myself lucky this time.. and shall take this as a valuable lesson learnt.. to those who are there to support mi during this period, my heartfelt gratitude and a big thank you.. from the bottom of my heart..
i shant say anything more on this.. jus wanna move on.. thinkin back cld onli bring tears to my eyes.. and tt's the last ting i wan.. so i have to move on, life goes on.. and a word of advice to everyone.. exercise caution in the things u do..
posted by qIuLiN at 11:50 AM
1 Comments:
hey...yeah dun think bout wat's past...life's a neverending lesson, learn and go on. if seems like people nv ask, it's just e ones tat love u dun wan to remind u bout sad stuff. like lanvin, on the surface only say great song by damage, actually he's always around. and yeah, no matter wat, ur loved ones (esp tat one) will be there for u, silently or otherwise.. :) so cheer up ah. me try my best to get more people down later.
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