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a sheep wandering on the pastures of a green green hill.. lost.. with no other sheeps anywhere near it, no shepherd to guide its wae.. nothing.. jus it, all by itself..
tt's the picture tt im painting now.. and tt's helpless feelin tt im havin right now.. i felt like a lost sheep with no sense of directions.. specifically, tt's how i feel abt the whole fyp project.. i dun noe where im headin.. dunno wat im readin, dunno wat im supposed to do, dunno wat they are tokin..
i see problems in this group (tokin abt biz here), tried to rectify, but it appears to mi that wat i see as problem is not a problem to them, simply swept all tt i said aside, so wats the significance of mi in tt group since wat i sae, wat i contribute dun really play a part!! the objective of havin group work is to tap on each other strengths & contributions, and to build strong teamwork - and this is especially essential when you are tokin abt a project tt's of such a scale and tt's lastin for a year plus.. but wats there to tok abt teamwork when there's minimal communication?!?
yesh, cant possibly 3 persons meetin up together jus to do research, tt's practically a waste of time.. but there's sth tt needs the 3 of us to sit down, thrash it out and discuss.. wif no framework, u cant go anywhere far in a project! (direct quote from aahad.. ) it do make some sense of the importance of a project outline here.. i have yet seen any groups not meetin up b4 and after appointments wif the tutor.. and from wat i see, our mtgs wif tutor is the only time tt i noe wat the 2 guys are doin.. and got stunned by some of the suggestions they brought up sometimes.. and throughout most of the meetings, i will be sittin there LISTENING to them tok, and felt so damn lost.. cos i got practically zero idea of wat they are tokin, since there's zero knowledge sharin prior to mtgs and i got zero knowledge abt financial market.
i ask, nobody chup mi.. i sae, nobody really take my words into considerations.. yes, they are much clever than mi, much capable than mi, know much more than me.. can do all the work ALL BY THEMSELVES.. so wats the point of doin it in a team? i dun understand.. i really dun.. maybe the mindset of a HR person and accountants is very different, and maybe they are not involved in so damn much projects than us tt we already learned the art and importance of team dynamics while dey dun really fully grasp it.. i dun noe.. so wat the hell am i suppose to do?? i foresee myself wanderin into a forest.. where my view will be block by huge trees.. dark and scary.. leadin to no where..
tt's the picture tt im painting now.. and tt's helpless feelin tt im havin right now.. i felt like a lost sheep with no sense of directions.. specifically, tt's how i feel abt the whole fyp project.. i dun noe where im headin.. dunno wat im readin, dunno wat im supposed to do, dunno wat they are tokin..
i see problems in this group (tokin abt biz here), tried to rectify, but it appears to mi that wat i see as problem is not a problem to them, simply swept all tt i said aside, so wats the significance of mi in tt group since wat i sae, wat i contribute dun really play a part!! the objective of havin group work is to tap on each other strengths & contributions, and to build strong teamwork - and this is especially essential when you are tokin abt a project tt's of such a scale and tt's lastin for a year plus.. but wats there to tok abt teamwork when there's minimal communication?!?
yesh, cant possibly 3 persons meetin up together jus to do research, tt's practically a waste of time.. but there's sth tt needs the 3 of us to sit down, thrash it out and discuss.. wif no framework, u cant go anywhere far in a project! (direct quote from aahad.. ) it do make some sense of the importance of a project outline here.. i have yet seen any groups not meetin up b4 and after appointments wif the tutor.. and from wat i see, our mtgs wif tutor is the only time tt i noe wat the 2 guys are doin.. and got stunned by some of the suggestions they brought up sometimes.. and throughout most of the meetings, i will be sittin there LISTENING to them tok, and felt so damn lost.. cos i got practically zero idea of wat they are tokin, since there's zero knowledge sharin prior to mtgs and i got zero knowledge abt financial market.
i ask, nobody chup mi.. i sae, nobody really take my words into considerations.. yes, they are much clever than mi, much capable than mi, know much more than me.. can do all the work ALL BY THEMSELVES.. so wats the point of doin it in a team? i dun understand.. i really dun.. maybe the mindset of a HR person and accountants is very different, and maybe they are not involved in so damn much projects than us tt we already learned the art and importance of team dynamics while dey dun really fully grasp it.. i dun noe.. so wat the hell am i suppose to do?? i foresee myself wanderin into a forest.. where my view will be block by huge trees.. dark and scary.. leadin to no where..
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