Lookin back, Going forward.. Thank You~

Year 2005 has been a pretty rough year for mi, not so much on the academic stuff cos it has always been the same.. no breakthroughs in my results no matter how hard i try, though i seriously hope there will be some miracles.. but i shd mention that i am pretty happy with the modules this past sem.. projects are really well done-d, considering the amount of efforts all of us have put in.. =)

Lookin beyond the academics, my life pretty sux this year.. acquaintances turn frens turn 'good' frens turn acquaintances.. frens turn 'enemies' to maybe jus project mates wif minimal communication.. haiz.. it really makes mi fully understand how 1 person, 1 decision can jus change ya life.. to the better or to the worse.. getting torn in issues that i have never imagine was sth that i dun even wish for in the first place.. but y does all this have to happen to mi? Tot i did make a good decision, but found out that the happiness was short lived.. tt's the cruelty of life.. yes, i accepted tt in watever reasons or excuses told to mi.. but nv did i think that my blur-ness , unquestioning and always-trusting-people nature of mine could be taken advantage of.. reality smacked right into my face again, and this time i clearly understand how ugly people can get..

Trashing away all that and moving on... i pray that 2006 would be a better year, at least not be a torture to mi, i hope.. since not everything can be smooth sailin..
Few things on my agenda in this coming year that i wish would turn out good..
- getting good grades , doin well for my projects
- truely enjoy my last 3-4 months of my uni sch/hall life
- enjoy myself in US (gosh, i will definitely miss the whole lots of frens here..)
- find myself a job when i come back
- meeting *him*

And of course, i really appreciate all the pple that have helped mi in a wae or another in this past yr.. and here's a BIG thank you to all of u.. family and frens..
- to my dearest family.. really thank you for being ard to support mi, nv giving up on me, always believing in me and giving mi the opportunities to make decisions on my own
- to my frens
wanting, zhihui.. u are my best buddies, gers.. really glad that u all are ard when i need someone to talk to, to advise mi and to go shoppin with.. u all r great!!
gina, amanda, deb, steph, sini, elin.. wat can i sae abt this group of wonderful sisters i hav?? thk you gers for tolerating my lameness, and there to support mi when i hit rock bottom.. glad that we all have pulled thru the terrible project periods for the past 2 sems.. lets jiayou together for the final sem!
boon, edwin, gy.. great frens that i can always find online to chat with when i am tryin to fight boredom and sleepiness at home or at work, also pple that i find when i need someone to hear mi out and to advise mi.. and pple whom i can jio for the rare mj and pubbin sessions..
zc, yz and rest of hrc students.. a group of frens who make mi feel happy to be with and be in this specialization.. makes me feel as though we all are 1 big family..
jon, kl.. my fyp mates.. thks for tolerating some of my blunt emails and sms.. hope u all do understand y the urgency in mi.. hope things will get better, at least for the very sake of the project..
lisa, neal, jolene, crystal, stef, naz, wallace.. the friendly group of collegues from gb.. really glad to have u all around and i really like the place! a super nice, happy and fun environment..
and to all the frens that i dint mention here.. thanks and u all are not forgotten~