a billion regrets..

jus cant seem to sleep now.. once i shut my eyes, wat flashed in my brain are the images of the damage, wat had happened, and wat i anticipate.. and tears jus rolled down uncontrollably.. tears of fear, tears of regret..

how i wish tt i could turn back the clock..

how i wish i had nv done the things i have done..

how i wish i have magical powers..

how i wish i could jus disappear into thin air...

how i wish...

what had happened have already translated into fear and phobia..

i would nv find the courage again.. not in any near future..