send offs.. =(

sent off wanting on fri, and sent off debbie n sini yesterdae.. yes, sendin pple off is a damn sad occasion can.. think half of us who were there ended up cryin.. boohoohoo..
dint cry on fri, cos the impact wasnt tt great.. cos wt wld be back in aug, and maybe can still see her online.. but the impact began to set in when she left.. 1 less msn chat partner, 1 less shoppin kaki, 1 less person on the mj table, 1 less aunt agony.. den come yesterdae, it was a super emotional dae.. cos of the impact which has been gathering from tt time wt left, and cos from lookin at the ppt tt deb sent, the msgs tt steph n gina left, n oso lookin at the video tt i made.. all the memories, the things we all have done in the past 2 yrs, and cos they were gg to a place where connections were not tt readily available, and lastly cos they are gg to mackinaw- a place tt i initially wanna go, made the intention to go, but pulled out.. though do feel abit of regret, i know i wont thrive in such a situation.. but glad they had go along with their dreams, and im sure they will have fun there.. both independent gers.. muz take care of each other k..wanting, debbie, sini.. miss u all sooooooo much!! take care!!