Empty vessel?

When suan-ing becomes too much, when it becomes an everyday thing.. it jus let me evaluate my self worth.. am I really that incapable? though i tried to laff it off and tried not to think too much most of the times, it jus simply get into me.. y will i get suaned and get joked about when what is being said is not true in the first place? y am i always the target of all the suaning? though most of my frens carry with them the connotation of 'jus play play or jus kidding u' in their words, i feel it carries a different meaning when it is done between colleagues.. maybe im jus being oversensitive.. but i realised, the working world is not a bed of roses..

well, in the meantime.. shall jus do my work..
nwae, there are job opportunities/openings in the Precision Engineering industry.. so frens, if you or any of your frens with Nitec/ Diploma/ Degree in Precision Engineering, Mechanical/ Electrical/ Electronics Engineering or equivalent.. feel free to drop by the Red-Dot Design Museum @ 28 Maxwell Road on the 16th Aug 2pm to 5pm.. lots of positions available from the 5 recruiting companies and the companies will be exhibiting their products.. a good chance to know more about the companies and the PE industry.. more info, check out the advert on Sat (12/08/06) ST recruit..

shall continue to work on my slides and presentation skills.. ahhh.. i miss my uni pre-presentation 'training'/'dry-run'.. cant imagine gg to speak b4 close to hundred pple.. hopefully if will jus turn out well.. *pray*