hit rock bottom...

yeah.. this the type of feeling that i have now.. as if i jus hit the bottom of a well? might as well get a concussion.. haiz..

jus finish my BH227 selection and assessment paper.. it seemed easy.. and the course is interesting and i like it alot.. but i realised i did most of the questions wrongly.. boohoohoo :'( out of the first 10 mcq qn, i got 2 wrong already.. the 3 questions tt follow tt carry wif it 30 marks each.. i think i can barely scrape past the passing mark.. i misinterprete the questions, i got the whole concept wrong, and my ans to the 2nd and last question sound the same.. and wat else did i not do correctly?!?

its really a disaster.. how can i describe it.. maybe its jus indescrible ba.. i really REALLY wanna do well for dis paper.. cos i really like this module alot.. and i really longed for as A grade to appear on my result script.. i have nv in my uni life this far got an A.. and i really longed for one.. and i know my parents wld wan mi to hav tt too.. and this mod is the most probable one for mi to get an A grade.. and now i can jus tt kiss the A grade goodbye.. it really breaks my heart when i see everyone so happy after the exams and comparing ans.. and for mi to realise that practically every qn i did was wrong.. how bad can it get?!? arghh..

hiaz.. shant go on wif it.. jus hope miracle do happen ba.. and tt i can do well in my next paper (which is rather difficult cos got a C for my report already..) haizz..