maybe...

maybe i shouldnt be in uni.. maybe im really stupid... maybe im too tired... maybe the questions were too difficult.. maybe... ...

tried to prove myself, but then again, i failed.. i think my intelligence level is zero.. no matter how hard i tried, theres nothing i can do about my scores.. maybe its the wae i go abt studyin tt's wrong?? i dunno.. consistent work doest help either.. i really have no idea wat i shd do tt will help mi.. =( maybe the wonderlic personnel test tt i did in class is true.. tt im onli suitable entry level jobs.. not those managerial positions tt i looked forward to.. though i tried hard to swept this analysis of the test aside by sayin tt its not reliable, its not valid!! but now, i think its true..

y is it so easily for mi to sae i noe the ans to sth tt's not within our academic scope?? y i can so proudly proclaim tt im better at non academic stuff?? but when it comes to academic studies.. all the discussions and class participation and stuff.. im dumbfounded and cld onli retreat to one corner and listen to pple tok?? yeah.. i think its cos im stupid.. im not intelligent.. i do not hav wat it takes to do well for exams. though i strongly hope tt i can tell everyone tt im not stupid!! arghh..

sorrie for this depressing post.. maybe i shall go n sleep.. and think of a better wae to conquer my next and last paper for this sem... international tourism management..