a day of mixed feelings...

was supposedly to sleep at 12am.. but ended up sleepin at 1230.. cos was watchin The Amazing Race.. i wld sae it was a nice show.. make mi realise tt perseverence will somehow pay off. and tt u wldnt noe who's the winner until u reach the finishin line.. after which, i went to bed.. but kept tossing and turning, cant sleep.. feel veri 'luan' but dun really noe wats the reasons behind.. when i woke up in the morning, was quite tired.. so i told myslef maybe i can sleep on the bus.. but stil, i cant.. stil feel veri 'luan'.. alot of thoughts ran thru my brain.. y?? i duno!!! maybe i shdnt be thinkin of so much in the first place.. haizz

oh yah.. double O is celebrating their 5th aniiversary this fri.. which is tml.. free entry and housepours from 9-11pm.. (thanks to edwin for this info) =P sounds good.. but.. hmmm.. wat you think? after dinner? hehehe

back to work.. its a dae of mixed feelings.. was informed in the early morning tt my supervisor will be comin in late and tt i have to make this international call on my own so to participate in the conference call.. but pls.. how can i do it without any info?? wat im supposed to do?? of course, i panicked la.. and luckily, she came back not long after.. and we had this conference call wif the 4 other countries.. quite a bad experience la.. cos mi not veri sure of the wae of askin methods.. and i guessed my sup was abit pek chek wif mi.. cos i was askin not tt specific questions.. haizz. but cant blame mi rite? first time leh..

after tt, continue wif my inputin data for excel.. and was gg to ask my sup some questions. and when i jus wanna started askin, she jus shut mi up sayin ' hmm.. we dun tok abt this today k?' hello.. im suppose to come here and do this shitty excel thing can.. and theres onli u whom i can ask questions from.. not tt i really wanna ask u!! and hey.. its the info tt u give mi tt so ridiculous.. and it wld be my pleasure and ease to key in the data from the perspective tt i see it.. but i was hopin for more accuracy and it may save lots of trouble in the future. and u come n tell mi this? fine! from tt time on, i jus sit there and do wat ever i think can fit into the excel.. and when i had already tried my best wif the limited info.. i jus slacked!! though its abit boring..

but on the other hand, i shd be grateful tt i was allowed to join the monthly communications meeting.. veri gratifying experience though.. listen to the managers from different departments givin an overview of their work.. and their future plans for nike.. interesting.. and listen to them speak abt the business model, makes mi think abt my marketing.. and hey.. i haven get back my precious mktg tb!!!

well, tt's pretty much for today.. left ad 530pm SHARP and i shall continue doin it for my rest of daes there cos they DUN pay for OT!!!! i dun think so la.. so wont b so stupid of sloggin for them unless UNLESS its really required.. haha

listening to... my all time fav: BACKSTREET BOYS...

Although loneliness has always been a friend of mine
I'm leaving my life in your hands
People say I'm crazy and that I am blind
Risking it all in a glance
And how you got me blind is still a mystery
I can't get you out of my head
Don't care what is written in your history
As long as you're here with me

I don't care who you are
Where you're from
What you did
As long as you love me
Who you are
Where you're from
Don't care what you did
As long as you love me

.... AS LONG AS YOU LOVE ME