chriStmas WiSh List.. =P

haa.. quite bored now.. so thinkin of comin up of a christmas wish list.. as the term implied.. thse are the the things tt i wish.. and will nv come thru.. but there again, its good to dream~~ hahaa

list goes accordin to increasin chance of gettin fulfiled.. hahaa
1. freedom ( a break from the boring work..)
2. trip to a nice island where theres wonderful scenery.. a great getaway..
3. mp3 player ( too bad the sitex show is over.. =( thanks to my sis who pang seh mi..)
4. a bottle of hugo boss women perfume..
5. a enjoyable outin wif my friends.. ktv? dinner? lunch? shoppin? movie?
6. new clothes.. skirts, t-shirts, jeans..
7. a pair of high class black sandals so i can wear to work.. haaa..

list continues.. but cant of think more now.. KIV.. hahaha

ahhh.. clear water.. =)

nice place for a great getaway..

So MuCh ThinGs Hav happEned...

yeah.. exams are over.. den so much things hav happened over the past few daes...
straight after exams(mentally tested), i was physically tested... hahaa.. being drag to climb the mountain.. or maybe not mountain la.. but to mi, it is one.. walk so much.. i wonder if i walked close to 20k tt dae!!! being drag by my enthu family to walk the rifle dunno wat.. to get to the HSBC tree top walk... argh... its like immediately after my last paper on sat lo!!!!! cant imagine tt!!! but there again, the view from the top is realy nice.. but i dun think its worth it la.. hahaha...

then, next dae, i was put to work again, havin to move my comp to my hall.. and then halp my cousin move house.. yesh.. MOVE HOUSE....!!! carryin the things down from one home and up to another... haiz.. poor mi...

tt's sun.. den mon morning, i went for a job interview ad Keppel FELS and ad night i went for my intersem lesson.. the lesson is called creative relations in life.. hahaa.. nice name.. and a crap subject to do... was in a group where all others are all guys.. and onli one ger.. excludin mi la.. the subject generally focuses on relationships.. family, friends, love relationships... and the tutor who is a psychologist kept tellin us stories or ask pple to tell us their stories... a nice module to take.. quite relax.. but then.. the bad part is.. we hav to do a proj!!! and our gp gotten the topic of 'can better sex translate into better intimacy'.. wat a topic lo.. and its gg to be a 30% preentation!!! i wonder hows tt going to turn out.. esp my group is mostly guys.. cant imagine how the meetings gg to turn out lo.. sure digress one.. arghhh...

wel wel, tt's aside.. i was stayin in hall practically everydae.. cos i gotten the job.. i wonder if im suppose to be happy anot.. but the hell timin really sux!!! starts work ad 730!!!!! and the place? Gul road.. tt's ad tuas lo... so i hav to wake up ad 530 everyday... so sian.. and the job itself is realy BORING.... keyin data everydae.. then i got no companions... im the onli temp there.. poor mi.. really feel so tired n sian and regret takin up tt job.. but the onli consolin part is tt i can earn some petty cash.. not alot though.. and i can learn sth.. since its hr related... and it may add to a nice resume in the future.. other than tt, i cant see any benefits in workin there.. its a offshor and marine industry.. far from the ideal industry tt i wish to work int he future.. but who noes la.. hahahaa...

well.. sat is comin.. and after a half more dae to go ad work, i can hav my freedom.. can finally go out to shop.. and to go home.. i miss home.. and i miss kiki.. my pet parrot.. hahahaa.. weekends here i come!!!!

yard tour!!

hahaa.. today, i got sometime off form my work to go on a yard tour.. actually tt was meant for IA(industrial attachment) students.. but then my manager ask mi and a few new collegues in our department to tag along oso... well well.. its really a eye opener for mi.. cos i hav nv seen a ship yard b4.. not to even mention steppin inside one... hahaa

my fellow collegue shuai ge was the one incharge of the tour.. and he was the so called guide durin tt tour.. haha.. though hes in hr department, we work in the pdn department.. so hes veri familiar wif all the things there...

hahaa.. we took a walk ard the whole yard.. and i felt as if im in a 'xiao ren guo'.. all the things there are HUGE!!!!! and all the pple there seems like to hav shrunk... haha.. there are generally several yards under keppel.. and the one tt im workin in is the one used to build oil rigs.. we were brought ard warehouses, weildin houses, piping houses.. blah blah.. and we oso come to see some of the magnificant cranes..hahaa.. not the usual cranes tt we saee when buildin flats or houses.. these are really BIG... they can haul abt 100 tonnes of objects.. used to haul sunken ships out from the seabeds.. tt's called the 'asian hurcules' hahaa.. den, i see for myslef how the whole process of buildin a old rig.. and the actual size of an oil rig is so big.. so high... and a three legged rig is called a jackup.. hahaha.. wonder if i remembered wrongly.. hahaa

its really interesting.. and i learn alot from the trip itself.. hahaaa..

view from the treetop walk..

exams analysis... haa

exams is finally over.. phew.. well, it had been a torturing 3 weeks for mi.. hav been studyin in lib from morning til nite.. if not will be in hall.. wif no comp ard.. haiz.. luckily its finally over..

AA102- accounting 2
hahaa.. studied like an idiot for this subject.. its jus not for mi lo..
in the end, onli attempted 59 marks of the whole paper.. the rest is either i dun noe how to do.. or else i got no time..
wrote too much for the first qn.. 4 pages for 20 marks.. hahaa.. cos tt's wat i noe best.. jus crappin my wae thru.. hahaa
well, i dint expect much from this module.. hopefully can pass...

BH223- com and ben
hmmm.. a 40% paper.. the rest of the marks are on our projects.. had a week and a half break b4 this paper after acc.. spend abt 4 plus days studyin for it.. its abt how much u can memorise though.. and apply wat u learn..
met up wif my fellow group of frens in hr to discuss paper for BH223 and also 226.. and we end up doin analysis of the teachers.. tryin to think of wat questions they will set.. and we think of ways to target our ans so tt they will like it.. hahaa.. cos theres onli one tutor for each module.. hes the one who teach us, set the paper and whom mark it..
anywae, the paper was relatively though.. tried to finish the paper.. but end up dint.. not enuff time to write finish.. haizz..

BH226- strategic hr
a 60% open book exams.. can remember tt everyone is bz copyin from the book lo.. and tryin to write as much as possible.. generally think this paper is managable.. though heard tt some of my ans are wrong.. =( but can said tt since this the 2nd last paper tt i had, the studyin part for it is really sian.. really bored.. really feel like a prisoner.. being caged up..

LC144 - chinese calli
its a general elective, 40% theory paper.. mostly abt history and technical stuff..
hahaa.. spent onli half a dae studyin for it.. cos went out for lunch wif frens to celebrate the end of the exams ad crystal jade..( end of the exams for them.. but not for mi though) hahaa
haha.. fininished the 2 and a half hour paper in 35 mins.. cos i got nothing to rite!!!! i jus rite wat i studied.. and i onli study tt much in that half dae!! well.. onli aim to pass tt.. since its not too impt.. hahaa

well, generally on the whole, felt that the papers are okies.. hopefully can do much better than the previous sem.. but onli aimin for a pass in acc n cali.. =) hope all my efforts are well rewarded.. hahaa

=(

sometimes i tot if u are nice to pple, they will treat u nice too... but for so long, i doubt this is really true.. some pple jus dun noe how to say a word of thanks.. not to even mention appreciate all the help u put in to help him.. really feel like being treated like a piece of rubbish sometimes.. the feelin is really bad.. haiz.. when u nid help, u come to mi.. after which my value jus depreciates and then jus crush and got discarded away like a piece of paper.. y are pple behavin like tt??? haizz

A meAniNgFuL Story~

人生就是为了找寻爱的过程，每个人的人生都要找到四个人。

第一个是自己,
第二个是你最爱的人，
第三个是最爱你的人，
第四个是共度一生的人.
首先会遇到你最爱的人，然後体会到爱的感觉；
因为了解被爱的感觉，所以才能发现最爱你的人；
当你经历过爱人与被爱，学会了爱，才会知道什么是你需要的，
也才会找到最适合你，能够相处一辈子的人。
但很悲哀的，在现实生活中，
这三个人通常不是同一个人；
你最爱的，往往没有选择你；
最爱你的，往往不是你最爱的；
而最长久的，偏偏不是你最爱也不是最爱你的，
只是在最适合的时间出现的那个人。
你，会是别人生命中的第几个人呢？

没有人是故意要变心的，他爱你的时候是真的爱你，
可是他不爱你的时候也是真的不爱你了，
他爱你的时候没有办法假装不爱你；
同样的，他不爱你的时候也没有办法假装爱你 。
当一个人不爱你要离开你，
你要问自己还爱不爱他，
如果你也不爱他了，千万别为了可怜的自尊而不肯离开；
如果你还爱他，你应该会希望他过得幸福快乐，
希望他跟真正爱的人在一起，绝不会阻止，
你要是阻止他得到真正的幸福，就表示你已经不爱他了，
而如果你不爱他，你又有什么资格指责他变心呢？

爱不是占有，
你喜欢月亮，不可能把月亮拿下来放在脸盆里，
但月亮的光芒仍可照进你的房间。
换句话说，你爱一个人，也可以用另一种方式拥有，
让爱人成为生命里的永恒回忆，
如果你真爱一个人，就要爱他原来的样子─爱他的好，也爱他的坏：
爱他的优点，也爱他的缺点，
绝不能因为爱他，就希望他变成自己所希望的样子，
万一变不成就不爱他了。
真正爱一个人是无法说出原因的，
你只知道无论何时何地、心情好坏，你都希望这个人陪著你；
真正的感情是两人能在最艰苦中相守，也就是没有丝毫要求。
毕竟，感情必须付出，而不是只想获得；
分开是一种必然的考验，
如果你们感情不够稳固，只好认输，
真爱是不会变成怨恨的。

两人在谈情说爱的时候，
最喜欢叫对方发誓，许下承诺我们为什么要对方发誓，
就是因为我们不相信对方，我们根本不相信情人，
而这些山盟海誓又很不切实际：
海枯石烂、地老天荒，都不能改变我对你的爱!
明知道海不会枯、石不会烂、地不会老、天不会荒；
就算会，也活不到那时候。
许下诺言的时候千万注意，不要许下可以实现的诺言，
最好是承诺做不到的事，
反正做不到的，随便说说也不要紧，
请记住：”不可能实现的诺言最动人”
在爱情里，说的是一套，做的是另一套；
讲的人不相信，听的人也不相信。
你呢？找到了第几个？
茫茫人海中，你遇见了谁？
谁又遇见了你？