its over..

handed in my fyp on fri.. a sense of satisfaction coupled with the feelin of relief..

maybe its the stress, but think its the difference in workin styles.. i quarreled with my fyp mate (though i got no idea y will the third party find it interesting..) okies, maybe all of us are just too frustrated!! but nvm, its all over.. report handed in, everything back to normal.. really appreciate the frens who were there to listen to all my complaints all these while.. it did help mi in lettin some steam/tears out..

mon is the next big dae, with 2 presentation and 1 report due.. ha ha ha.. wat a day.. hope everything goes well..

love is blind.. preventing one to see things from a objective point of view.. wake up ger, its never a fairytale..

Finally done-d!~ a sense of accomplishment..

really tired of everything..

one look at my face now, i think it will sae it all.. 'TIRED!'

yes, im really tired.. of the never ending work.. fyp, elaw, change mgmt.. its an endless list of things to do.. meetings after meetings, reports, presentations, research..

on top of tt, its the things tt i received tt make me even more tired.. can u understand how is it like to receive 15 appendices that contains things that were cut and paste straight from excel spreadsheets, internet sources, or wat have u?!? without formatting, and jus the internet website, no words to describe wat the hell is tt website about.. come on guys, yr threes!! FINAL YEAR students!!! dun tell me u spend all your life in uni without doin any kinds of report? maybe its just the course, or maybe its jus guys from the course.. - -!!

what makes my blood really boil.. and i cant believe it too..

" Applied Research Project submitted to the N*anyang B*usiness S*chool, N*anyang T*echnological U*niversity in partial fulfillment for the Degree of Bachelor of A*ccountancy." this is what is written on the cover page tt i was told could be submitted!! HEY!! IM NOT FROM TT FAC!! and im sure they noe tt im not! so y so selfish? maybe it not intentional, maybe there are 2 acc students in the group, but DUN NEED TO FORGET MY PRESENCE!!! and needless to sae, the formatting for the cover is ALSO wrong.. haiz, this the type of work im receiving everytime, the time and effort i have to spend on consolidating these stuff, doin all these formatting, doing the references.. and wat i was told is all tt i did is NONSENSE!! grrrr.. i simply feel like slamming my lappy on the ground.. self centred guys, all they care is them.. yesh, they got a job, so it doesnt matter if u get a 2nd upper/lower or wat so ever.. BUT i have yet to find one!! dun be so selfish can?!? arghh! darn.

i need a break, i really need one.. who wanna watch nanny mcphee? if onli i can find the time.. haiz.. or who wanna go for the angela's concert in ntu?

press on~

less than a week to call the fyp project a close.. would really feel happy and relieved by then.. considering the amount of work we put in in the report, the number of sleepless nights spent typin, searchin for journal articles.. it will finally be over on fri.. i think we had indeed came a long wae, and i think the road had never been smooth, considering the many stuff and problems tt occur along the way.. it was tough but it will be over soon..

a life so fragile..

gotten news that one of my mom's fren's daughter is now lyin in the hospital.. down with some kinda virus which affected her brain, takin away her ability to tok and move her limps.. from how my mom describe her current conditions, its simply heart wrenching.. y so cruel to take away the chance for a kid to enjoy her childhood?!? and to put her under so much torture! i can hear from my mom's voice tt she felt really sad for the kid, and for her family too.. its jus unbelievable that a kid who was once so healthy to be lyin on the hospital bed now..
upon listenin to this news, i actually tot of my pri-sch mate.. he jus slipped into comma on 1 fine dae, and left for the other world a few weeks later.. the impact of seeing him on the hospital bed motionless was not as much then (prolly cos i was too young to even understand wats illness and death is..), the impact simply sinks in now.. after so many years.. somehow tellin mi that life is so damn precious and fragile.. u cant anticipate wat will happen the very next dae, u really cant..

i do hope and pray tt she will get well soon...

a bad weekend i had..

i guess when everything goes wrong, it jus made my dae sux..
sat began wif a project meetin at 10, after which went down to suntec for the career fair.. to our dismay, its nothing much when half the exhibition hall was used for educational purposes, and for the career side, there's not much booths tt cater to fresh grad.. back at home, i missed my favourite show on tv.. though i timed the dvd recorder, i got the wrong channel.. so in the end, i missed the show by the time i reach home.. arghh.. and havin diarrhoea and gastric pain on the same dae dint really help much.. well, mayb it seems tt a day of unlucky happenings isnt enuff.. i woke up todae to find tt my dad erased away all the proper tv recordings on the dvd.. and this lead to a quarrel and a cold war.. haiz

cant parents jus listen to wat kids have to sae? i guess time and distance make pple drift away..

this is wat happen when employment law and fyp comes together.. (the bed do help to alleviate the situation in times like this..) haha..