Initial D rocks~

listening to... piao yi(initial D sub theme song) - jay

yeah.. its good.. really good.. i wld give it 10 stars!! pple, go watch.. its really nice!!! a not-to-be missed movie.. haha.. really did enjoy the show..

firstly, the shots of the cars racing are.. woahhhhh.. the thunderous vroom vroom sounds of the manual racing cars, the precise and quick movements of the changing of the gears, the hairpin turns and the swift overtaking at the acute angles.. its really.. woahhhhhhhhhhhh!!!! i wld sae the movie has captured all these takes well.. hahaa.. though the cars are not those branded racing cars like ferrari or watsoever.. jus a old, not veri nice car.. but it stil works jus as well as one.. well, jus means tt not all branded stuff are good.. hahaha

secondly, the ppl in the movie.. hahaha.. can hear the frequent.. 'wah.. hao shuai ah!!!' at different times of the movie from mi and my frens.. for my frens, they are lookin at jay.. i wld not deny tt jay is cute.. got the sey in there.. and oh yah. he cried like a little boi.. so cute.. but, BUT.. edison is more 'shuai' la.. so cool, so sey.. wahh.. SHUAI!!! hahhaa.. oh yah.. the female lead in the movie.. is a jap.. pretty ger.. and the chinese dubbing voice is so sweet..

thirdly, the songs is nice.. of cos, pple wld sae.. its jay's songs.. haha..

forthly, the show is good.. cos of all the above with a tinge, alrite.. not a tinge, its FULL of humour.. its hilarious!!!!!!!!!!!!! damn funnie.. well.. tt's abt the review i have on tt movie.. so yeah. go and watch it.. its highly recommended.. by mi!!

to top it up, mi watched the show wif my 'sisters' from hr.. really had an enjoyable time.. cos so long nv meet up already.. haha.. and yeah. made plans for the next outing, which is steph's bdae, and the hr networking dinner.. and oh yah.. maybe the cheonging session? needa ask zc abt it.. hahaha..

too early, too bored..

now's 815am.. already at my desk in office.. too early.. not much pple are in the office right now.. veri quiet.. peace..

dunno wat's wif mi nowadays.. dun really feel like tokin much.. dun feel hungry when it supposed to be dinner time.. and feel so tired easily.. zzz like a pig on the bus trip to work.. all the wae from amk to tamp.. dunno wat's wrong..

nwae, wt, zh.. are we meeting today?? drop mi a msg/sms k...
next week gonna go out wif the venus gers.. initial D.. so long nv meet up with them already.. miss all the crap wif qing long pang and niao niao pang manz. hahaa
and any one wanna go out on the last week of holidays? can jus drop mi a msg.. too slack.. too free.. cos not gg on a hol.. and attachment wld have ended by then.. maybe can meet up for shoppin, dinner, lunch, movie, pubbin, clubbin?? hahaha..

well.. today's post is rather disorganized.. jus type wat came to my mind.. hmmm... shall end off now.. and start workin le.. see ya pple~

batman begins...

the show was superb!!! i would give it a 5 stars.. action packed, dramatic and interesting.. there's no mei nu shaui ge factor in there.. but the plot is good.. highly recommended.. by mi.. hahaa

nwae, i dint get the timetable tt i wan.. ab311.. was placed in a slot so undesirable.. makin my mon the longest afternoon tt i will have to endure..alone.. how bad can this get?? i dunno.. maybe it jus sae sth abt mi.. im jus suay.. my luck is nv good.. dint get a slot for ab311.. almost slipped down the stairs.. not once.. but a few times.. and i lost my handmade hp pouch.. or shd i sae i dropped it accidentally.. haizz..

trapped..

listening to... life is a rollercoaster- ronan keating

now i believe that life can change overnight, and the fact tt miracles do happen..

was in a really bad shape early this week.. really hit rock bottom this time.. it's nothing glamourous to be pointed finger at things that is not all your fault.. and to be blamed on things u nv do.. i was speechless and too shocked to react to such drastic change of events, hopin to find encouragement and help in those that promised to help.. but yet dint get through any of the numbers provided.. i felt helpless.. lost.. and yet i have to put on a strong front infront of everyone there..
the seriousness of this event onli sink in the later part of the dae.. for mi to realise tt my future was in the state of being jeopardized.. i was horrified.. scared.. but there's nothing i cld help to change the situation for watever i sae wld not be taken seriously.. i felt like cryin out loud.. but instead laff it off wif all my stupid lame jokes.. mayb im jus tryin to self console myself then..
havin asked to wait for further instructions is jus like askin mi to wait in the dock, waitin for the death sentence to be announced.. felt as if the whole world is gg to collaspe on mi soon.. and makes mi wonder y do i have to be treated in such wae.. the onli consolation tt i found during this darkest period of my life is the encouragements and trust from my loved ones.. whom push me to pesevere and not lose any hope to fight on..

but im glad that this is finally over.. i could onli count myself lucky this time.. and shall take this as a valuable lesson learnt.. to those who are there to support mi during this period, my heartfelt gratitude and a big thank you.. from the bottom of my heart..

i shant say anything more on this.. jus wanna move on.. thinkin back cld onli bring tears to my eyes.. and tt's the last ting i wan.. so i have to move on, life goes on.. and a word of advice to everyone.. exercise caution in the things u do..

12/06/2005

jus wanna post sth here so tt this date wld appear here.. =)

yeah.. i have a super duper great dae today.. watch ice princess at home today, it was a good movie. veri touchin.. abt sportsmanship, abt love for a sports, passion for it, and also relationship between a daughter and a mother.. how a kid keeps up wif her mom's expectations and pursuing her mom's dream and not the dream of her own.. and how in the end she fights for her own happiness and for her own passion, of course her dream too.. to be a professional figure skater..

well, i also watched mr and mrs smith in the theatre today.. hahahaa. super funnie movie i shd sae.. yeah.. i agree that there's not much plot in there.. but, hahaa. its hilarious.. i laff from the beginning of the show till the last part.. really a good show.. had a good laff.. somemore there's this mei nu-shuai ge factor in there.. irresistable movie manz.. lame show.. hehee

well well, today i walked ard quite slowly cos my feet hurts like crazy.. tt pair of new low heels sandals dun really like mi veri much though.. but luckily dint really walk alot today also.. sat down and chat chat.. and yeah.. im really happy today.. hehehe.. and yeah. today i really REALLLY got dejavu~.. or watever it is spelt..

alritey.. shall end off wif my all time fav.. FOREVER..
I'll be loving you forever
Deep inside my heart you'll leave me never
Even if you took my heart and tore it apart
I would love you still forever

You are the sun, you are my light
And you're the last thing on my mind
Before I go to sleep at night
You're always 'round when I'm in need
When trouble's on my mind
You put my soul at ease

There is no one in this world
Who can love me like you do
So many reasons that I
Want to spend forever with you...

... by Damage..

weekends are here again...

yeahyeah.... 3 cheers for the weekends!! hehee.. i guessed i pretty look forward to weekends nowadays.. maybe its the super duper boring job tt i have now.. and also the fact tt there's sth in the weekends for mi to look forward to.. not jus plain nuah-in at home.. hehe.. =) and yeah.. i can sae im pretty excited for next week too.. gg out on mon.. havin dinner at my favourite place~~~~ yeah!!!!!!! and of course.. fri clubbing at CB..

hmmm... today was quite a difficult dae to endure.. first.. woke up to find tt i got no breakfast.. and so i left early, hopin i can sth to grab at tamp.. but ended up the famous popiah shop was not ready for biz yet.. will onli be sellin popiah at 10am.. diaoz.. so i jus went to buy sth light at old chang kee.. not much choice in the first place.. secondly, reached the office early, thinkin tt i cld surf some webby while eatin my breakfast.. but to my horror...no internet access!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! NO MORE!! i cant go in to any sites aint more.. boohoohooo... thirdly, i was given the excel job again.. and this time asked mi to verify the data.. hey.. u dun trust mi??? i went throug each and every file of the employees to get the data lo... im not as blur as i seems to be lo.. - -" and now u are askin mi to go thru the same painful process!!!! haizz.. real sai gang manz.. wad to do.. live wif it lo.. and found my self dozing off again and again.. the words on the paper and the excel spreedsheet are makin my eyes blur.. yeah.. real blur.. think my eye problems are back again.. it seems seasonal though.. every time of the year tt requires mi to read (for exam) or use com(work), my eyesight always ended up blur blur and blur when i changed back to my specs from contacts.. haizz.. stupid eyes of mine.. zhen qi dian mah.. =P

hmmm. have yet posted anything for quite some time already.. now im in the office, well my boss is back.. but she's too bz to chup mi.. so.. yeah.. slackin time for mi.. i have already acknowledged the fact tt im not gg to learn anything from this attachment.. so might as well use my time here to slack.. at least its worth the meagre sum of money earned.. haizz.. hmmm.. my parents are back from their china trip.. bought lotsa of clothes for mi.. and a pair of shoes.. =) and oso.. not forgetting my 'ming geng zi' as well..

well well.. wasnt in quite a good mood for the past few daes.. feelin quite vexed abt next fri thingy.. and at the back of my mind is the fact tt i haven called up the magazine companies tt i have to call for the foc goodie bags.. dread these type of job.. but then again.. i shant complain.. cos i noe u are feelin more stressed and vexed over a great deal of things.. and there's nothing i can do to lighten the load... and the feelin will sux even more when u are not feelin well.. haizz. hope i cld help though.. nonetheless, i look forward to the weekends, and i cld sae tt weekends are some kind of drivin force for mi when i am workin.. at least there's sth for mi to look forward to.. =) alritey.. shall go back to work now.. hehehee.. excel!!! yeah.. im excelling.. - -"

listening to.. Black or White- Michael Jackson
eating- dark chocolates.. yummy
writing- blog (haha.. lame - -''')

yepyep.. im on a lame mood recently.. lame lamer.. =) maybe the aftereffects of takin sugarcane juice.. hahaha
anwae, drove back to ntu todae, for a while.. and drove back again.. hehe.. was a nice trip.. i like.. but think my driving skills sux.. veri impatient, veri hot tempered.. hope i dint make a fool out of myself.. shall reflect on tt..

on the wae back, dropped by bishan swimmin pool.. was there for onli a hour or so.. super fast.. cos im really REALLY pissed.. yesh.. veri.. i mean im quite disappointed wif my driving le.. and for goodness, jus wanna go for a good swim.. but too bad, i got out of the pool feelin super angry and super pissed.. firstly the pool is damn crowded.. tot its dinner time already, 6 plus 7.. but its STILL super crowded.. cant even swim a lap without havin to siam pple lo.. and secondly, there's these 2 lanes and a half lanes conered up for continuous swimming.. and there HUGE boards up there tellin pple tt its lanes for continuous laps.. and hey pple, cant u all read?????u all are not veri old, mind u.. and i bet u all are not illiterate lo.. if u all jus wanna stand ard the pool, pls jus GET OUT of those pathetic 2 and 1/2 lanes.. and not block pple's path.. pls exercise some considerations!!!!! arghhhhhh... i shant go to the pool on sun liao.. =(

felt abit better when i came home and watched 'the italian job'.. super nice show.. woohooo.. i LOVED it sooo much.. abt stealing, using sosphicated methods and tools..and of course, requires careful planning as well.. and wat attracted mi to the show is.. the part where they sped using this super nice car.. so small.. mini cooper?? not veri sure though..i bet some of u will noe the model of the car la.. so cute.. and yeah.. it was modified to be a.. erm... heavy duty sports car?? hehee.. and their driving skills are.. woohoo.. GOOD!!! purfect.. and stunning.. hahaa. really a good show manz.. worth recommending it to frens...

hmmm.. well, maybe i shall go and watch another movie now. since there's nothing much for mi to do.. sianz.. and thinkin abt gg back to work tml, the idea really turns mi off.. can imagine the amt of sai gang tt i have to do tml since my sup is back already.. haiz haiz.. shall look forward to the end of the week, where i can go out again.. hehee.. and it will mark the end of half of my attachment in the so called branded company.. hahaha.. and i shall look forward to the bash, where i can enjoy.. and maybe pubbin session in the time to come?? hehee.. sound like im a cheongster hor.. no la..im not.. jus was quite hyped now since uncle mentioned a nice pub/club at fullerton.. and suggested a pubbin session. and hey wt, boon, gy, yeye.. next time maybe we all can go boat quey there for pubbing?? hehee.. its a really nice place leh.. nv went in, onli walk past..hahahaa

listening to... 25mins- michael learns to rock

love, me..

was listening to this song on the bus, and found the lyrics heart-warming..

I read a note my Grandma wrote
Back in 1923
Grandpa kept it in his coat
And he showed it once to me
He said
Boy you might not understand, but a long long time ago
Grandma's daddy didn't like me none
But I loved your Grandma so
We had this crazy plan to meet
And run away together
Get married in the first town we came to and live forever
But nailed to the tree where we were supposed to meet instead
I found this letter
And this is what it said:

If you get there before I do
Don't give up on me
I'll meet you when my chores are through
I don't know how long I'll be
But i'm not gonna let you down
Darling wait and see
And between now and then
Until I see you again
I'll be loving you . . .
Love, Me

I read those words just hours before
my Grandma passed away
In the doorway of a church
Where me and Grandpa stopped to pray
I know I've never seen him cry
In all my fifteen years
But as he said these words to her
His eyes filled up with tears
If you get there before I do

Don't give up on me
I'll meet you when my chores are through
I don't know how long I'll be
But i'm not gonna let you down
Darling wait and see
And between now and then
Until I see you again
I'll be loving you . . .
Love, Me

And between now and then
Until I see you again
I'll be loving you . . .
Love, Me

--- by collin raye

nwae, now is already the early morning of sat le.. yay~ later im finally gg out.. after 1 whole week at home except for meetin gina jus now. oh, rather.. last nite.. since its sat liao.. yepyep.. bought a black top from pepperplus jus now.. and i think i will get a pair of jeans.. and i shall close my accounts for this GSS le.. hehee. shall keep a tight watch over my cash flows.. considering the fact that i am jus a lowly paid sai gang doer.. though i have lots of wants to satsify, but shall practise restraints.. hmmm..

alrite, watched the last episode of 'Golden Faith'.. the show wif xuan xuan in it.. the last episode is veri nice.. abt brotherhood.. abt love.. but wat makes mi appreciate the show is the things they sae.. veri meaningful.. remembered one part where they all say.. 'in life there are both nice and bad memories.. but one have to move forward..' and in other words, one have to move forward, and choose to remember the beautiful memories and not stay in the same state.. tryin all sort of ways to get ya wae thru.. it wont get u anywhere.. but make u a state worse than present.. like wats gina's nick sae.. 3 words summarise life: it goes on.. yeah.. life goes on, and one have to live wif it, no matter u like it or not. and its up to u to shape your own life.. not others.. okies. shant harp on this topic anymore..

yeah.. gg out today.. so happy.. though no concrete plans of wat to do as yet.. but nvm.. who cares.. im happy wif jus gg out~ hope it will turn out good.. hehee.. let it be a memorable and enjoyable dae ba.. hehee =)

okokiess. shall zz le.. CMI liao.. hehee. goodnites~

hit by boredom and loneliness...

like wat the title of this post sae, yeah.. im veri bored.. dunno y also.. dunno wats the main reason.. but i jus dun feel right these few daes.. or rather, this whole week.. feel kinda weird.. maybe tt's the feelin of being lonely(home alone, no sup @work, lunch alone, dine alone)? the feelin of boredom? the result of thinkin too much? the result of dreamin day and nite? the result of missin someone (but tt's onli not seein each other for few days onli!)? haizz. dunno la.. dunno y my mood everydae so sian sian one..

anywae, my fren's hall is holdin a bash on the 17th jun(fri) at chinablack.. wanna go leh.. who else wanna go?? yeye, boon, gy?? venus gers?? hopefully this time round will turn out as nice as the other time.. *pray* .. respond well k?? =)

hmmm.. tml shall step on my accelerator at work liao.. been slackin around and doin things at my super slow turtle pace.. and i jus came to realised tt tml is already thurs!! hmm.. tml i have to quickly touch up my excel spreadsheet and send this 2nd cut to my sup by morning.. and have to shred paper MANUALLY.. and theres a HUGE stack of it there.. and have to help my sup clear and sort her mountain like papers.. and i have to key in leaves taken by employees into excel.. and so its EXCELLING AGAIN!!! yeahhh...

well, well.. pretty much of random tots today.. but yeah.. tt's wat and how im feelin right now.. hmmm...shall go and zzz soon.. yawnz!