the first week of school wasnt tt smooth sailing.. lectures were fine.. but starting of sch wld mean the start of the hectic schedule of doin projects and assignments.. the first lecture already saw the need to do the first assignment and somemore its graded.. travelling to and fro sch is really tiring, costly and time consuming.. and wats worse, i woke up wif a bad sorethroat and a slight cold.. really putting mi in the mood of not gg to sch.. but i stil went for the 2 hr lect..

walkin ard wif a preoccupied mind dint really help too.. the problems of my life is really takin a toil on mi.. though i tried time and again to sort out my messy life, it dint help also when the other party wont even budge.. mi tried to emphatise, to understand, to be patient, and to tolerate.. but a rubber band tt is stretch to its limit will snap anytime.. communications is veri important.. but wats there to communicate when from the wae i see it, its onli a one way interaction? the bo chup and dun-take-things-seriously attitude really get on my nerves sometimes.. but i do always, and i still do, rationalise all these wif the level of stress, oh-u-are-a-veri-bz-person and you-got-millions-things-on-your-mind.. to be taken for granted is the last thing i wan.. patience and tolerance, like many others told mi, i have lots compared to others.. but when i noe i have enuff, its really enuff.

back to sch...

yeah.. this week is the 1st week of sch.. but i have yet step back sch.. cos no sems and tutorials for the first week.. jus lects.. so i onli need to get back sch on thurs and fri.. so have been keepin myself bz ad hoem these few daes... tidied my room, spent 4 hours baking a chocolate rasin cake, went swimming, and sleeppp... hahaa.. nothing on the veri constructive side though.. but tt's better den nuahin at home..

tml needa go back sch JUST to hand up report.. sianz.. feel like stayin put at home jus thinkin abt the trip to and back sch.. its sooooo loong.. how i wish i got a hall... haizz.. and the transportation costs these daes are so scary...

nwae, i watched the island in the theatre already.. a 2 hours plus show which is action packed.. and the ger is quite pretty.. i oso watched the series of unfortunate events.. veri nice!!! thumbs up!! highly recommended..

oh yah.. supposed to post sth abt last fri.. hehee.. suddenly reminded from readin wt's blog though.. hahaa. went for dinner wif wt, yeye and gy on fri nite.. and after tt went zee10 at millenium walk to chill out.. its not the part abt chilling out tt's funny. its the dinner!!! well, we were haven super delicious dinner at nest delight at suntec.. and yeye and gy ordered american ginseng cold tea.. in chinese ginseng is called ren sen rite?? so we have yeye and gy sittin next to each other.. den yeye sae.. the amt of ren sen in my cup is more than yours(gy).. den gy sae.. cos my ren sheng(life) is more than yours, tt's y no nid alot of ren sen(ginseng) mah.. den after a while.. i saw gy kinda stirring the drink.. den i asked. how cum u are shakin tt leh.. den he replied.. 'ying wei can yao chu geng jing cai de ren sheng'.. tt's a good one lo.. haha. quite interesting listenin to the 2 guys tok over dinner though.. thks guys and sister for coming out tt dae.. =)

think my posting not veri interesting ones.. jus some updates of my simple boring life.. my ren sheng isnt tt wonderful afterall.. felt like givin up on sth these daes.. but i noe i shdnt.. thks for the advice and encouragements sisters... =)

yippie!!

finally finished typin out my report, first draft though.. veri tired and mentally drained.. not sure i have spent how many billions brain cells on tt report.. but felt so relieved that its done.. *sense of achievement* and i am quite surprised of my ability to crap.. hahaa

*slight glance at the time* whoa.. its 5.30 AM!!! oh gosh.. its been dunno how many donkey months since i last go to sleep so 'early'!! hahaha.. and im still bloggin now.. diaoz..

hee.. but i generally cld say that had a great dae today.. not onli tt i am able to finish my report, but oso i went swimming today!! hehee.. the feeling is so.. refreshing.. cos the water is so cooling, and the pool isnt so crowded.. weather is so good... everything is jus so perfect!! hahaa.. and i guess my mood is better now.. tt i finally received a call and some msg.. haha.. made my dae~

alrite.. cant think le.. gtg sleep and yay!! gg meet 'sister' and yeye and gy at nite for pubbin!! yeahh.. hope we wld have a great time pals!! =)

mi...

im not sure wat happened to me these few daes..
have been wakin up earlier and earlier each dae though i am sleepin later and later everydae.. and not feelin even tired..
tryin to type out my PA report.. writing sth out of nothing..
watched 2 movies in 2 daes.. coyote ugly and phamtom of the opera.. thumbs up for the first show though.. songs are really good..
kena scolded by my fren cum project mate.. yeah.. i admit.. its my fault.. sorry! apologise for being so irresponsible.. the fault?? the prob?? me.. its mi!! no sense of urgency, cant see the big picture, dun ask dun say even met with problems.. have always been assuming things.. its time for mi to grow up, ger!!! always gettin mi into trouble wif my this attitude.. and hopefully i learn things the hard wae.. hope i did.. haizz..
have been starin at my hp, hopin tt it wld ring.. but it nv did.. not even a msg..

listening to...
I don't need a lot of things
I can get by with nothin'
With all the blessings life can bring
I've always needed something
But I've got all I want when it comes to lovin' you
You're my only reason, you're my only truth

I need you like water, like breath, like rain
I need you like mercy from Heaven's gate
There's a freedom in your arms, that carries me through
I need you......... i need you- leann rimes

fri.. sat.. sun...

weekends are here again.. though there's not much for mi to look forward to.. nth to be happy abt.. jus a break from my lousy work life.. nah..i shnt complain abt work now..

woke up super early this weekend.. to my surprise actually, tt im able to pull myself out of bed this time round.. woke up at 830 on sat.. wif the tot of gg swimmin.. but too lazy, so put tt tot off.. and went to compass pt instead, and after which went j8 to meet elin.. shopped ard, bought a dress (a really good bargain) and tok alot.. so long since we last sat down and have a good chat.. all the catchin up.. abt work, abt life, abt holidays.. everything under the sun.. speakin of holidays.. so many pple tt i noe of are gg overseas.. thailand.. make mi so envious.. hopefully i can go on a trip oversea in the next hols.. a quick getaway.. maybe to hk? maybe to korea?? it will be winter over there.. cold cold, nice!! and i wanna take aeroplane!!! soar into the blue blue skies~~ hehee.. tht tot of gg overseas actualy made mi go and checked out the prices online (when im in the office.. hahaha.. slacker@work) of the budget airlines and hotels in HK.. and realised tt the cost is ard 350?? time to save up, IF im gg overseas next hols.. haiz.. and if i can find someone to go wif mi oso.. =(

Anywae, shall continue wif my mudane life.. stop dreamin ger!!! time to wake up and face the harsh reality.. hahaa.. yeah.. nwae, went swimmin after comin back from j8.. jus in time to catch abit of the evenin sun.. and u noe wat?? i am actually able to pull myself up this morning to go runnin!!! really surprised mi.. considering the fact tt i usually pig till 11 or 12 in the past weekends.. well. maybe i onli got 1 last week of attachment to go, after which i can sleep for as long as i wan to.. maybe its cos im too boh during the week.. jus tryin to find sth to keep myself occupy.. and i oso realised tt my presence at home and online during weekends actually brought some curiosity from my parents and frens.. well.. not surprise wat.. too free, no place to go.. so stay at home lo.. simple logic.. simple life.. getting used to this type of life le.. tt's mi..

oh yah. was readin the papers today.. and saw this..
"women focus on opinions and feelings whereas men are more logical and factual... and when they are stressed, women usually like to tok and even go to toilets together, forming these 'toilet support groups'. men retreat - into newspapers, TV and computer games.."... how apt...

bored. broke. sianz.

listening to.. sitting down here - lene marlin

jus feelin veri bored now, so decided to drop a post here..

dint really accomplished alot of things at work nowadays.. partly because of the fact tt my boss's not ard this week to give mi instructions.. hahaa.. slackin away in the office, surfing the net, tokin cok to the ntu ger and my other temp collegues.. well, i realised tt its quite easy to differentiate a temp from a perm in a typical office environment.. a temp is usually more slack than a perm.. DUH!!! hahaha.. and im quite slack cos partly my attachment is comin to an end.. 7 more daes to go.. then i wld be relieved to know tt i wont be wakin up at 6am every dae... work life = no life...

and i felt so broke now.. felt tt i've really burnt a super big hole in my pocket.. y?? cos of the sample sale in the previous daes.. its onli footwear and equipment.. sorry pple.. dint get to inform all of u all, cos i got this info rather last min.. y?? cos im a temp!! dint get email to inform mi abt tt!!! bought some pairs of shoes.. but could onli fit in one of the few pairs.. since the shoes available for sale are onli size 7.. dint get back most of my $$.. i guessed it will be credited into the bad debt account.. sianz.. tot of buyin sth.. stil planning to.. but well.. haizz.. shall work on my financials.. money woes...

felt quite sian these few daes.. feeling empty.. *shrugs*